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So I am getting married in 9 days and I am so excited for that to happen, but I would like to give a run down of my week:
Monday-Had to have my entire windshield replaced because a rock broke it.

Tuesday-Had to have an air inlet tube replaced in my car and learned of new and exciting repairs needed. David brings me to Jazzercise only to have a wreck right outside the church messing up his car. He is okay and the car is drive-able.

Wednesday-My car was put back in shop to have the entire brake system (basically) replaced. It's David's birthday and I spend a good part of his birthday dinner crying and asking him what we are going to do with no savings and one income?

I am busy telling God how unfair it is that this is all happening this week. What could he possibly be teaching me? Why in the world is all this happening to us? UGHHHHHH!!!!! And how I am so frustrated about all of it. And how I feel like this should be the time in our lives that everything seems to be falling into place. What gives?

Thursday- I am choosing a different attitude. I am choosing to look at the blessings of safety and provision and i am going to let tomorrow worry about itself. If you read this please just pray that I stay in that place. A place of thanksgiving.

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Kelley said…
I wanted to fb you last nite that I had been praying for you...but alas, duty called first with sleep a close second. Nonetheless, did, am, and will continue to lift you in prayer. He is faithful, regardless of what the day to day looks like. Live there, and the rest will work itself out. Love you :)
January 20, 2011 at 12:35 PM
This Is Stupid said…
Oh Amber, not like I can talk...but it will make a very funny story one day. In the far future. When you look back on it. Until then, praying for you!!
January 20, 2011 at 2:04 PM
Jenny said…
Praying for you! Our situations are not exactly the same, but I'm right there with you trying to stay focused on today and letting tomorrow worry about itself! May God bless you and David more than you could EVER imagine!!!!
January 20, 2011 at 4:13 PM
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