Wednesdays Thoughts

We, David and I, are waiting on big news. He is up for a wonderful job with a wonderful company and was told he would hear something by last Thursday. A phone call followed on Friday that informed him he would hear the first part of this week. WELL IT IS WEDNESDAY and in my book that is mid week.

I am trying today to keep in mind that today is all I have to worry about because tomorrow will have enough worries of it's own. But that is so stinking hard. I want a plan. I want a list. I want an answer to this question. I want to know what is next. But I am trying, probably not as hard as I should, to take a breath. After all, I did say that was my personal theme for 2011.

Today I am thankful that I have a husband that loves me. Thankful that we both have jobs in an unsure economy. Thankful that God has a plan for our future. And learning that I don't have to know.

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