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So today I am really at my limit. I feel like i keep trying to get ahead in losing weight and paying debt and it seems like I am going in the wrong direction in everything. I am distracted with my future worries. I am pretty sure Jesus said, "Today has enough worries of it's own."

I need help. I need accountability. I don't want to spend money on this but I think it may be exactly what I need to do. I am going to have to bite the bullet and join a gym where I can be motivated to get a move on. I felt so motivated when David was here but with him out of town most of the time, it is so difficult. I just need to commit. I haven't been as vulnerable as this before with the blogosphere but I need an outlet.

I want my life to be one that is extraordinary. I want to be an example to the world of what the FULL LIFE looks like and I don't think I am doing a real bang up job right now. I get distracted with all the worries of the world and don't look to the One who has my days.

I desire to be healthier and more productive. I have done so good at restricting the purchase of things up into this point but I think I may have to pay to join the Y in order to be motivated. What to do?

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Dave said…
Crossfit Hendersonville! Accountability, diet, scaleable exercise to any level from beginner to professional athlete. http://crossfithendersonville.com
June 9, 2011 at 9:49 AM
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