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One Week

My heart is super heavy. I work with some really amazing families that have had their share of struggles but today tops it. I work with a lady whom I spoke to exactly one week ago this afternoon and now she is laying in a hospital bed and her family is having to make the difficult decision of whether to pull her off life support. This lady is like all of us with a family and friends. She was working to set goals in her life and  for her family. She had hopes and dreams. I am devasted. I am in shock. I am at a loss.

It is Ash Wednesday and we enter into this most somber of seasons to which I have never entered in such a state of overwhelming feelings of impending death. I pray that her family is safe and well. I pray that her children push themselves to accomplish all that they dream and all the she dreamed for them.

I reflect on the coming remembrance of Jesus death and I pray that I push myself to accomplish all that I dream and all that MY FATHER dreams for me. I pray that I keep my eyes fixed on Jesus the author and finisher of my faith.

This life is but a moment. I am very much reminded of that today. May we make the important moments count and not waste time on the moments that have no value. Draw your loved ones close and let petty things pass.

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